Ice
Now that you've seen me,
Bring the worst out in you.
Fair and ever so slight.
So unbreakable
Makes you want to try.
This is what I want,
Bring me inside you.
Sooth my troubled mind
Complicate me.
But it's what they see.
I have every thing.
And the lie is my disguise.
Stay away from me.
I'm not what I seem
So cold out side
Window covered over.
Glazed so sharp it cuts me down
Footsteps in the hall
Who could it be?
Haunted
I heard once before as if in a chant,
You're not really paranoid
If there out to get you.
They're out to get me.
I can see
All that you're doing to me.
I'm not blind.
My decision is clear.
I now know what I should do.
I had an epiphany standing on the street.
I was looking at the sky.
I was awed and staggered
By all the beauty around me.
But the X marks the spot and
City grime never sleeps tonight.
And this sight shows me
In this urban hell that I dwell.
Grass cracks through the concrete we control
No matter what.
So why can't I touch you God your so far From me.
So you covet the girl that's so beautiful.
Kill the country that lives in Serenity.
Becoming part of the problem.
Betray all the truth that there is.
But your never gonna have a part of me
No your not gonna control me.
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Wail
Nothing last forever,
I heard my father sing.
Did it really ever matter?
Did he ever really try?
CH I'm just a poor girl.
Who wants to try.
Can I just hold on, can I just sing?
I know, that you've heard it all before
Well guess what so have I.
Will the question never fade for me?
No matter how many times I hear it,
I cant believe the lies that I'm told.
I guess its just the same ol same ol.
I can wonder, I can cry.
Would god give me all of this drive?
And make none of it come true, for me.
I'm afraid of what I may do to those
That get in the way of my Ambition.
My ambition it burns me alive.
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Jessica's Desire
Oh here it comes again.
All dressed in the night
Spirals in her eyes,
How they hypnotize
Me.
Oh how I want it.
She my world's disaster.
Crawls in to my head.
Alone in this world.
Such a terrible way to be.
I could spend my time second-guessing
Myself.
But only you could satisfy my need
She's all over me.
As I surrender my will.
So sweet I fall away.
Wrapped so tightly in this longing.
Searching the mirror underneath.
What Have I Become?
Swallowing flowers I kill the pain,
Blue veins straight to my heart.
Do you understand what I'm talking about?
I forget myself.
I forgive myself.
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The Sisters
Her shadows scorched on my wall
Like some astounding disaster.
Takes me back, makes me think
About the things I don't want to face
Something's going on here.
By blindness betrays her
Like I betray myself
I betray myself.
She moves magica fantastic.
Dancing around my room.
We all have something we hide.
We all have something to say about it.
What is it, what is it now, my Boo girl
That you want to say.
All tied up in this strange knot
Am I wrong, am I wrong...
All I want to do is run.
I just want to untie the connection.
I can't do write by you.
Can't do nothing to dispel the rage.
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I Still Believe
So I wake up again and move myself.
You must be sick of hearing it I’m sure sick of saying it.
I don’t know if I can do it, I can’t keep doing this.
I’m so tired, I’m so tired, I’m so tired of struggling,
Life ain’t supposed to be this way.
I need to see I way out, gotta get myself out.
Tell me life’s not supposed to be this way.
I paint a smile on my face and walk into work.
People think I’m fortunate; I’ve got it all together.
Everything is wonderful, that’s what they need to believe.
I keep myself from screaming, I keep myself from crying.
I keep myself from screaming, I keep myself from crying.
I keep myself from screaming, I keep myself from crying.
I keep myself from screaming, I keep myself from crying.
Life’s not supposed to be this way.
I do believe it’s gonna get better.
I do believe it’s gonna get better.
This is my hope, for the future.
If I put it out there will it come true?
I still believe and my dreams are a part of me.
I have felt so alive, my pleasures so intense.
The pressure will go away.
I tie notes into a string and break them one by one.
I invoke this; I just want to accept all the joy around me.
I’ll let the good come through.
I still believe…
I still believe…
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Profound Apprehension
Been around the bend now baby.
Seen too much for my own good.
So please forgive me, Oh do forgive me,
If I seem a little out of sorts.
I don’t think I can manage me
Can’t manage how I feel.
Could say it's my lack of depth.
Or perhaps
I'm just too bright.
To be taken in again.
I won't be taken in again.
And now we talk of my apprehension.
To me, it's easy to understand.
You've sure been rotten to me
And not much of a friend.
But now my eyes are open,
To the games you play.
Something I have come to understand.
Is how much I have been changed by this.
I can't say it's for the better.
Always looking for the angle and what,
The hell do you want from me.
Tell me what do you want from me.
And you will say that it's my lack of depth.
But now I'm just too bright.
To be taken in by that,
Or give credit to what you say.
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Reptile
Wanna tell the world about
What you do to me.
You lay so heavy on me
See the reflection of all I want.
Along the pavement little cracks
Are just dying to break free
Oh My God, I like it like that.
Oh My God, I like it like that.
You got me singing a different song
You got me speaking in tongues
I forget all the things that could go wrong.
And this world is a glorious place to be.
Up against the walls in New Orleans
Dreaming of a city I've never been to.
Question me, I'm not what I seem.
And this dream it won't be sated
But that's OK with you, isn't it.
Come on like a force of nature,
Oh god I like it, like that.
Only In this heat do I see clearly.
Breathing rivers it wraps around me.
I want you so bad I should respect that.
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Julian's Lullaby
Little Darling don't be
Afraid.
The night will always be
Good to you.
I checked under the bed
And the closet door is locked
Up tight.
You can call my name and
I'll be there.
I made friends with all
The horrors.
And I know them all by
Name.
If any ever bother you
You can describe them to me
And I'll make them pay.
Because this peace belongs to you.
Because this night belongs to you.
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Narcissus
You sit across from me.
Just like that and I will make you see.
That it’s been to long.
I don’t even try to understand no more.
Can’t you see, can’t you see?
What it is you do to me.
It’s what I want; it’s what my eyes see.
And it over when I wake.
I can dream, I can dream, I can dream.
Don’t you wanna see me dream.
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Foolish Attempt
Could you please, please cut me lose.
I have been bound in illusion again.
I'm still enraptured but I see how you
Look, that it's over.
I should let it go, I tell myself to let it go.
I can't stand by a word I say
When it comes down to you.
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